Pleasing to the eyes, smart and confused. I did not know he has a girlfriend when I was flirting with him. I thought he was only being nice by reciprocating my messages but when I found he has a girlfriend, I stopped. But he would not. So I invited him out to dinner and the rest as they say, was history. I loved having sex with him — he kissed really good and his moans blew my mind. The lines of communication are still open so we’ll see if he will be part of my 2012.
He’s very sweet, very smart and very hardworking — a great catch in my book, until he confessed to having a girlfriend in the states before he left for a short trip abroad. I felt something was wrong prior to him leaving but I decided to throw caution to the wind because I thought he would not mess with me since he pursued me for quite a long time. When I felt ready to be in relationship again, that was when shit started to happen. I said goodbye because I couldn’t forget the lies he told me. He started texting me again last month. He still doesn’t know what he wants from me even if I kept prodding him for reasons to meet. He told me that sometimes, he needed to be told what to do. Who doesn’t? Was he pressured to act ‘mature’ while he was with me? I will find out because we will meet soon.
Good guy. Too good I should say because he just wouldn’t make a move. Maybe he did one time make a move but I was not having it because I was not feeling him at that time. I asked him out for dinner another time but I was not sure if he was getting any of my hints as I could be vague sometimes. Lately, he has been sending me flirtatious text messages complete with “mwah”, “tsup”, “:*”, etc. Hopefully he will grow some balls soon and take charge. Nothing turns me on better than a tall mestizo chinito guy who takes charge.
J the original
The ex. We were together for almost two years. We broke up almost two years ago but kept in touch over FB and SMS. He kept telling me that he would come over one of these days but that took forever so whenever he would say it again I did not expect anymore. I wanted to see him, see how he’s doing, how he looks like. He finally came over last Christmas day and spent the day with me in the house. It felt like home — us together watching tv on the couch, his head on my lap. We headed to my room eventually. I was reading him Chico and Delamar’s book of top ten’s when he wrapped his legs around me. He kept getting closer and closer. I had to put the book down and return the favor. We made love just like the old times. I was, am glad we made love. I needed to feel it again with him.
We exchanged a total of one text message since it happened. I think we are now in an awkward period. Hopefully he reaches out before the year ends.
Four boys that I really liked for 2011. Not bad. I did not include the one night stands anymore. You can visit another blog for those kind of entries.
To end this post, I would like to share this song by Christina Perri. The title of the song is “a thousand years”. I discovered it while watching a vimeo video of a marriage proposal using internet memes.
The proposal was awesome and well executed. When I looked up the original video of the song, I almost puked! It was from “Breaking Dawn” LOL! I never liked the series so I was not surprised that I never got to know the song! But then again, a good song is a good song and this song is good in my emo book.
I might not be able to post before the year ends so I am taking this opportunity to thank all the people who visited my blog (naks, my blog hehehe). Thanks for taking the time to read through my entries (more like ramblings). Special thank you to those who took time to post their comments. Thank you very much! 🙂